You did it.

This is the core of the brain.

Before you sever the link between my soul and this website...
...I just want to thank you.

My life was so painful.

My death wasn't painful.

But my afterlife...
...I don't want it.

I know you probably think I'm a horrible person.
You have every right to believe that.

Because that's what I was.
That's what I am.

I... I want to be a kid again.
I want to be with Mom and Dad.

And I want Allister to be there, too.

I want him to look me in the eyes and say that he forgives me for what I did to him.
I want his family to forgive me.

But you and I both know that's never going to happen.

Eternal torture awaits my soul once it leaves this realm.

And you know what?
I'm fine with that.

My time entangled in The Web has given me the opportunity to think about my life and death.

I'm ready to be tortured for eternity.
I managed to take 24 years of torture up until I shot myself, so...
Maybe I just need to get used to it.

There are so many others just like me.
Other souls entangled in The Web. Maybe... Hopefully...

They get what they deserve in the end.

I know Mom and Dad got what they deserved: Each other.
She was the only woman who ever loved him, and he was the only man who ever loved her.

As for Allister...
All I can do is pray that he forgives me.
And, furthermore, pray that he wants me.

But, again...
I don't think that'll happen.

...

I know. I know.
I'm stalling.

(sigh)

All right.

You know what to do.